Confession #2: When under the water, I get scared to close my eyes in the shower for a particular period of time.

I confess, I can't keep them closed for more than half of a minute.

I get scared. Honest to God. I don't believe it has anything to do with the horror
films I've seen (the only movie that includes anything happening in the shower that I've watched is 'The Grudge', and when I close my eyes I sure don't imagine a hand coming out of my head), but yet when I have to chose to go blind because shampoo is running down my head, I have to rinse the stuff off quickly because I practically start to hyperventilate. When I open my eyes I sware I'm going to see something horrific, or just not be able to open my eyes. I don't know where the fear's prung from, but it came from someplace, clearly.
Most people say it's because of the movie 'It'. Never seen it.
Others say its because said person is afraid of drowning. The water is my second home.

I think it might be something more deep set. A premonition. I hope not, but who really knows?
I'm curious as to see whether it progresses and goes haywire, or goes away.
Hopefully the latter.